Non-

YESTERDAY was a day of non-feeling. Mostly that is, but yet wholly not. Maybe some would classify numbness as a non-feeling; some would insist that since it can be perceived, or felt, as it were, then it must be a feeling. 
The name of yesterday's numbness was despair. Despair at that no matter what our actions may or may not turn out to be, we will live as long as we live. We can't have everything, and it seems we suddenly can't have anything, instead. And don't take chances or you might get hurt. But then you'd be safe and oh so tearly unhappy.